Wait and See

Strange.. All the excitement that I felt earlier when I created this blog dissipated easily. The surge of happiness changed into the emptiness. Is this how human commonly behave? After accomplishing something he simply wants more that things that he has attained dissolve into something that seemingly worthless?
I am scared of myself. I am someone that appeared to be timid and wise. But it's all a complete veneer. I don't even get the full grasp of myself. I am understandably a complex being. Every time I settled into something, the gear in my brain would simply move and it would somehow change me and jeopardize everything. This blog is one of many instances of my complete instability.
Anyhow, I have to carry on. Lets see where it will bring me. It is too early to end everything.

Sighhh...Finally...

Hoooray!!! Finally after such a long and winding road I managed to create my own blog. This is my very first blog an as I am not such a social butterfly I have to be realistic and say that it's highly unlikely that I'll get any viewers on my site...Sigh.. A little disappointed yet excited at the same time..
Well, i have to say it is not so hard in creating my own blog. I simply followed the instruction through the blogger. Fwuiuh... Now I want to try to get started.
My blog mainly serve as an avenue for me to pour out my feelings and thoughts from diverse wide ranging aspects. Be it from economy, politic, or even religious, or even something personal about my daily life.
I just hope all will go well. :)